2021.12.01 12:43 Superaussmo Gifted kid now 29 with lots of shame and relationship issues
So, I was watching Dr.Ks video on gifted kids and it really hit home. Looking back I never really had to study. My mom made me aw a kid but I grew up in a extremely chaotic home with tons of shame and anxiety which I'll get to in a minute. By middle school I don't remember studying very much, I remember doing my homework and that was it for everything form math to social studies. Then I graduated high-school and went to college my freshmen semester was all stuff I did before and I remember not having to try and I got excellent grades. Then my second semester hit and like the fire nation everything changed. I started doing poorly and I remember I just barely got C's in the two math classes I was taking. My sophomore year was my worst grades ever and I think I tanked my GPA to like a 1.3 or something. I would end up switching majors and slowly learning to study, too bad it was a degree I had zero passion for due to my immaturity and honestly I wasn't at all ready for college. I ended up graduating and feeling like I was handed a pass less then earning one so I never presued my degree and more or less just burned out at home applying to jobs here and there.
In 2013 my grandma died and left me with a significant amount of cash and after I graduated I decided to renroll for what I wanted. I found I had a great passion for working in student activities and originating/managing people. So I went back to college for Political Science and LOVED it! Its one of my passions and I had learned how to study so I was able to get good grades, sadly I'm stuck at a 2.99 but I dug myself out of quite the hole. Sadly Political Science isn't a degree with too many real world opportunities unless I have some connections or want to get a masters or PHD which I'm not sure I could do. So now I'm just kind of going from shitty job to shitty job unsatisfied and unhappy with my life. I've had a few bad relationships and I'm watching everyone I went to college with get engaged and or have kids and I'm stuck.
I'm filled with so much shame. I was always told I'm smart yet here I am a no buddy living in a basement. I was told I'm attractive yet growing up no girls ever had a crush on me that I was aware of so I developed a deep complex about my appearance. I found out later lots of girls were into me but by now I just brush it off. I'm just so ashamed of where I am in my life. If I'm so gifted why can't I get into a healthy relationship and get my act together. Why can't I find a job I can tolerate and make a good wage, why am I stuck in this endless loop. Ugh I hate it, If I were smart I wouldn't have done all this dumb shit and if I were attractive wouldn't dating be less akward, challanging, and difficult? Oh well, it is what it is, I'm not sure what I'm looking for just expressing some feels after watching the above. I feel gifted Allright, gifted to struggle and watch others get what I so desperately want that being a career, a wife, and a life.
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2021.12.01 12:43 hauntedcorpse Double rainbow just now
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2021.12.01 12:43 masobu16180 Cyberpunk 2077
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2021.12.01 12:43 StonksAndBlondz Odd
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2021.12.01 12:43 CeceNaoma Please help- So are my cycles considered irregular?
(24F) I track my cycles and I never thought that my cycles were super odd - thought some variation was to be expected . However, I went to the OBGYN and listed my cycle lengths - she claimed my cycles were irregular and that I could have PCOS. Well, I am pretty skinny so I doubted that but took the blood tests and everything was normal.
Could someone please tell me if the variation between my cycles would be considered irregular?
2021.12.01 12:43 Meow_Meow_Clap Now that's a sexy new legendary
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2021.12.01 12:43 knoekie [Round 103903] Where is this ‘transportation’ and what can I see on the way back?
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2021.12.01 12:43 tefftlon FCC target Jim Curtin
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2021.12.01 12:43 Rosmarie1733 I might as well uninstall it !
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2021.12.01 12:43 Lassie_Maven Why must I always play a Das Haus match before I can get Shipment match?
Not once have I joined the Ship Haus playlist and got a Shipment match, it’s always Das Haus first. I hate this map, I don’t want to play it. Every now and then I feel like the chaos of Shipment, I don’t want to have to go through a Das Haus shotgun fest every time just to get it.
That said, cant we just have a damn Shipment playlist for a bit??
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2021.12.01 12:43 A_arvin Has my gift card gone to waste?
I bought a $1 gift card in order to buy the Xbox Game Pass subscription through the Xbox App on my PC, but it only allows me to pay for it either through PayPal or Debit/Credit Card. Is there any way I could use my existing balance to make the purchase instead?
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2021.12.01 12:43 PresidentMcRaven Thanks, I hate this embroidery of Ghislaine Maxwell's friend
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2021.12.01 12:43 Remote-Substance-193 *9 years experience* General Readings, Love Readings, Finance Readings. What is your crisis? Let's solve it together 😌
As the Title suggests, I have 9 years in this, I'm rather "advanced" and give extremely thorough readings, we don't stop until you get whatever it is you might be looking for. I decided to quit my job, complete leap of faith, and let the Karma of the Universe take care of me 😌 Help me solve with my "Earthly Matters" and I will help you with yours 🙏
Spread Love and Love the Love 😌
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2021.12.01 12:43 Keaken2213 Duplication and Genning - What are you against in BDSP?
2021.12.01 12:43 DrDenied nice song
2021.12.01 12:43 perr2 Only for kik and snapchat. Kik: carlaalvarado2342 Snapchat: carla2021279
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2021.12.01 12:43 TranquilDev Struggling to get started in Python3 on Windows
Using Windows, VSCode and Python3 I've tried with and without a virtual environment but I keep getting module not found when trying to add packages. For example -
python3 pip -m install requests
Both while in a virtual environment and outside. I can see the dependency when I run pip freeze.
VSCode does not indicate that anything is wrong. But when I run python3 test.py I get a "Module not found" error for requests.
Any help with this would be greatly appreciated.
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2021.12.01 12:43 lulhoofdFTW These cuties will be moving in with me coming caturday
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2021.12.01 12:43 red_forman_1978 My Spotify wrapped I use Apple Music the most so this is really off
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2021.12.01 12:43 Chairiel POV: You said that you’re dating Susie
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2021.12.01 12:43 MountBlanc How to make some random dots in assembly?
I'm MB. A very nice and polite guy.
I'm getting started with assembly programming on the turbo macro pro.
How to make some random dots in assembly?
I would like to make some random colorful pixels on the screen.
If you know, please provide a whole snippet that works, I cannot translate between human words and assembly code yet.
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2021.12.01 12:43 Dyingdyingdeath Nu har jeg to gange været oppe på omkring 50k i unrealized gains og er nu næsten tilbage i nul.
Jeg har aldrig solgt en eneste GME, men for helvede hvor føler jeg mig lidt dum efterhånden. Jeg har komplet købt ind i tesen omkring buy & hodl men vi bliver fucked hver gang. Jeg er studerende og kunne have fået en masse penge allerede hvis jeg havde solgt da jeg så store plusser. Jeg har under hundrede aktier så den slags penge er meget for mig. Det eneste jeg sidder tilbage med diamond hands. Jeg har ofte været zen men lige nu synes jeg fandme at det sucks.
Vil det her shit virkeligt eksplodere på et tidspunkt?
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2021.12.01 12:43 FabulousVoice4 Has asami ever been wrong or done anything wrong in the show
2021.12.01 12:43 296cherry I made eight mini-flags for my Mom’s birthday. Can you name them all?
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2021.12.01 12:43 Professional_Pen_143 WACC
Starting a new job soon and haven’t worked with DCF analysis much, just curious for those who have, does your company normally provide the cost of capital or is it calculated?
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