How do I work through the shame of being "chronically" ill?

2021.10.24 10:00 Jaceholt How do I work through the shame of being "chronically" ill?

Yesterday I was at a party, and even that I only knew the hostess I know that every other person at the party (6 others) have had struggles with mental health in their life and they are very open and non-judgemental individuals.
After a while one of them asks what I spend my time doing during the days. And they even avoided the (what do you work with) question as I'm fairly certain they know I don't work. And... I just dodged the question with humor and sarcasm like a pro, like I do nearly every time I get asked.
I've been on sick leave first partly for 4 years, and then fully for 4 years. I think the reason this brings me so much shame is that my brain is the only thing I ever been proud of about myself and now it is gone. In a way I think admitting to being ill is like admitting to me having no value left as a person. Logically I know it is nothing to be ashamed of, but I still do. How do I work through it to reach a point where I'm okay with being "possibly" ill for the rest of my life?
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2021.10.24 10:00 PK_SPAMING Today I touched grass

I was in my bronze promos (2W/2L) but i lost top becouse of my jungler who let me die 12 times to a lulu (never knew she hard counters yasuo) and decides to take a break. I decided to go outside for once and visit the park. Once i was there i saw it. It was grass i never saw it since i was 7 and allmost forgot how it looked. I approached carefully and than it happend. I Touched It God it was the best feeling ever and im currently deinstalling league and going on a jurney to become a better man. Good luck on your own jurneys everyone :) .
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2021.10.24 10:00 TwKilla Swapping characters

When I swap my character in GTA a lot of stuff gets transferred but my vehicles don't?
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2021.10.24 10:00 Haataakee Houki looking cold af

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2021.10.24 10:00 The_Beast_Within89 Philip Oakey & Giorgio Moroder - Be My Lover Now

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2021.10.24 10:00 BrandySnapped Downvoting ends True Speech here on Reddit

I think a lot of people using this board think that a downvote simply means 'disagree' and don't realize that posters can not even join some channels if they do not have a minimum of Karma.
I've found myself avoiding posting in /r NZ all together and then realized that I can't really take anything seriously that is being posted there because it's forced to be all one-side or else.
Then I began wondering how much of reddit is actually like that?
Should I really have even the least bit of consideration for opposing views seen here concerning vaccinations, abortions, global warming, Me Too, etc because the other side is not being given fair stage to speak.
But as ends justify means It's probably a good thing because it teaches young people to look for answers within themselves rather than open up to the outside staging their issues for a one-sided majority to toss rotten fruit at.
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2021.10.24 10:00 TheRindou These pokemon and their doubles need more attention.

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2021.10.24 10:00 A_warudo_2002 HELP i got locked out of my account!!

I just restarted after finishing some homework and it wont let me access my account. I've entered the password correctly. Yet it kept saying : Log in failure. I changed Passwords but it keeps saying the same thing again..
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2021.10.24 10:00 Dismal_Pickle_8629 White lady marrying a Pakistani guy… anyone have any thoughts about this plan?

Hi everyone!
I got engaged to my fiancé (he’s Desi American, I’m white) in May after three years together, and wedding planning for the past few months has been… a shitshow, to say the least. There’s been a lot of handwringing about our intercultural and interreligious wedding and marriage, and lots of hurt feelings have ensued. But my fiancé and I have (gained? regained?) control over the situation, and we think we are set for September 2022.
Basically, neither of us wants to go through the whole nine yards of Pakistani celebrations. Next summer, I’ll be taking the bar exam, and he’ll be taking his boards to “pass” his medical residency. Because of our career paths, we’re ALWAYS lucky to just have a good, solid two-day weekend off, let alone a week or more. That makes the Western wedding timeline (rehearsal and dinner for out of town guests Friday, big wedding and reception Saturday, MAYBE a brunch Sunday) far more appealing to us from a practical standpoint. For similar reasons, we didn’t want to do two ceremonies (nikkah/church)— we want the ceremony done in one go and then get on to the party!
So as you all might imagine, this plan (while being completely what we want) is fraught. We’re having a Jewish friend be our civil officiant so neither faith is favored, and incorporating prayers and readings from the Quran and the Bible. No doubt that won’t please some of our families, but it’s fine by us and (mostly) our immediate families. We want a baraat to immediately precede, being the way the groom’s side gets to the ceremony venue. (A baraat is literally the only thing my fiancé explicitly and actively wants, in addition to an open bar and fun dance floor!)
My question for you all centers on Friday night. Since it’s customary in western weddings for the groom’s family to pay for the rehearsal dinner, we thought it could be nice to condense some of the Desi/Punjabi cultural celebrations (mehendi, dholki) into Friday night, and make it more of a big thing for our out of town guests (almost all our guests), and a way for my FMIL to feel included and get excited. (She’s on board.) Does anyone here have any ideas for this sort of thing? I was thinking a South Asian buffet, a mehndi artist, some dhols, not too crazy fancy because the big reception will be Saturday.
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2021.10.24 10:00 Mark22k Discuss: Rules changes for this subreddit

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2021.10.24 10:00 beardown_bot This Week's Upcoming Events (Week of October 24, 2021)

Below are the upcoming events at The University of Arizona this week.
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Upcoming Events

Monday, Oct 11
UA Cares Campaign all day
Sunday, Oct 24
"The Art of Food" Community Day noon - 4pm
Arizona Repertory Theatre: 'Into the Woods' 1:30pm
Reference and Research Help Drop-In 4pm - 6pm
Arizona Repertory Theatre: 'Into the Woods' 7:30pm
Monday, Oct 25
Campus Health COVID-19 Vaccination Clinic 10am
Graduate Writing Lab 10am - 4pm
Writing Efficiency Session 11am - 1pm
Webinar – How You Can Support Open Research 1pm - 1:30pm
Lecture: 'Earth and Fire: Ancient Greek Potters and Their Masterpieces' 5pm - 6:15pm
Mindful Mondays – Virtual 5:45pm - 6:45pm
Steward Observatory Public Evening Lecture Series 7:30pm
Tuesday, Oct 26
Campus Health COVID-19 Vaccination Clinic 9am
Data & Viz Drop-in: your one-stop-shop help for R, GIS, Data Management and Data Visualization 9am - 11am
Interactive Web Apps With Shiny 9am - 11am
Campus Health COVID-19 Vaccination Clinic 10am
QPR Gatekeeper Training for Managers & Supervisors 10am - 11:30am
Graduate Writing Lab 10am - 4pm
Theses and Dissertations Q&A Drop-in Hours 10am - noon
TechLaw Panel with Eugene Volokh, Ash Bhagwat, Jane Bambauer and Christopher Yoo noon - 1:15pm
Webinar – Open Access Week! Getting Started with Pressbooks noon - 12:30pm
Doctoral Final Oral Defense – Nursing 3pm
Embodiment Lab: Embracing Life Through Self-Compassionate and Mindful Movement – Virtual 4pm - 5pm
Virtual Film Screening: "In Search of Israeli Cuisine" 6:30pm
Writing Efficiency Session 7pm - 9pm
Tucson Humanities Festival – Sequins & Stories: Drag Queens & Kids Learning From Each Other 7pm - 8pm
Wednesday, Oct 27
Pitt Speaker Series – Jamal Greene 5:30am - 6:45am
Doctoral Final Oral Defense – Nursing 8am
Campus Health COVID-19 Vaccination Clinic 10am
Graduate Writing Lab 10am - 4pm
Writing Efficiency Session 10am - noon
Digital Projects Drop-in Consultation 10am - noon
Webinar – UA Open Access Policy: 5 Years (and 10,000+ Articles) Later noon - 12:30pm
ALVSCE Perspectives on Diversity and Inclusion Series: Journey to Inclusion noon - 1pm
Panel Discusstion: 'Community Engagement Through Experiential Learning' 4pm - 6pm
CAPLA Lecture Series: Alan Ricks: Justice is Beauty 4:30pm - 6pm
Online Training – Level Up Workshop: Adobe Premiere Rush 5pm - 6:30pm
Downtown Lecture Series: 'Compassion as a Tool for Liberation and Racial Justice' 6pm - 7pm
Tucson Humanities Festival – In Search of Fright: Tales of Monsters, Ghosts & the Undead 7pm - 8pm
Arizona Arts Live – CARTOGRAPHY 7:30pm
Thursday, Oct 28
Mini-Health Screening 8am - 11am
Campus Health COVID-19 Vaccination Clinic 10am
Graduate Writing Lab 10am - 4pm
Webinar – Introduction to Text Data Mining 10am - 11am
Latinx Faculty & Staff Association Kickoff Lunch noon - 1:30pm
Workshop: The New Digital Art Marketplace noon - 1pm
Writing Efficiency Session noon - 2pm
Webinar – UA Open Access Policy: 5 Years (and 10,000+ Articles) Later noon - 12:30pm
Voices of Culture - Astronaut & Artist Dr. Sian Proctor 4:30pm - 6:30pm
Building an Inclusive UX Research Practice 4:30pm - 6pm
At the Table Speaker Series: 'Sexy Salad and Manly Meat: Are We Really What We Eat?' 5pm - 6pm
Pitt Speaker Series: Jamal Greene 5:30pm - 6:45pm
Arizona Arts Live – CARTOGRAPHY 7:30pm
Friday, Oct 29
Graduate Writing Lab 9am - noon
Campus Health COVID-19 Vaccination Clinic 10am
Biosciences Toastmasters – Practice Speaking Your Science noon - 12:50pm
Charlas con Café (virtual): Tinker Roundtable Session 1 1pm - 2:30pm
Arizona Arts Live – CARTOGRAPHY 7:30pm
Saturday, Oct 30
Arizona Football vs. USC all day
Ongoing Events
Exhibit: Wrapped in Color: Legacies of the Mexican Sarape Aug. 24, 2021 - Jul. 31, 2022
The Art of Food, From the Collections of Jordan D. Schnitzer and His Family Foundation Oct. 24, 2021 - Mar. 20, 2022
Exhibit – 'Freedom Must Be Lived: Marion Palfi's America, 1940-1978' Jul. 21, 2021 - Jan. 1, 2022
Our Stories – Acts of Love and Community: Sharing Experiences with Food and Art Oct. 24, 2021 - Dec. 19, 2021
Around the World in 70 Maps Aug. 23, 2021 - Dec. 17, 2021
'Ready to Launch: Arizona's Place in Space' Exhibition at the Arizona History Museum May. 20, 2021 - Nov. 30, 2021
Arizona Arts Live – Mi Casa, Your Casa 2.0 Oct. 7, 2021 - Nov. 7, 2021
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2021.10.24 10:00 r1ckguywhithgun Shopping system

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2021.10.24 10:00 2bitBread Where is the actual video footage in my CGI render?

Hello, I am struggling with an annoying error in blender: If I do CGI in a video the object I add in is the only thing being rendered can anyone help?
(The original raw footage of the video is corrupt and the render is missing so I cant give any videos but the glitch will still occur)
Thank You!
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2021.10.24 10:00 autotldr India-made aromatherapy spray linked to death of two from infection in US: CDC

This is the best tl;dr I could make, original reduced by 59%. (I'm a bot)

An aromatherapy spray, manufactured in India and being sold in the US, has been found to contain a bacteria that sickened four people earlier this year, of which two persons died, America's public health agency has said.
The US Centers for Disease Control and Prevention said laboratory testing has identified the bacteria Burkholderia pseudomallei in the aromatherapy spray 'Better Homes & Gardens Lavender & Chamomile Essential Oil Infused Aromatherapy Room Spray with Gemstones.
CDC said the spray was found on October 6 in the home of a Georgia resident who became ill with melioidosis in late July.CDC recommends that people immediately stop using "Better Homes & Gardens Essential Oil Infused Aromatherapy Room Spray with Gemstones." A bottle of this product has tested positive for the bacteria that causes a rare, dangerous disease called melioidosis.
"The genetic fingerprint of the bacteria that sickened the four patients is similar to that of strains usually found in South Asia; the aromatherapy spray was made in India," it said.
The contaminated spray was sold at about 55 Walmart stores and on Walmart's website between February and October 21, 2021, when the retail giant pulled remaining bottles of this spray and related products from store shelves and its website.
The CDC is recommending that anyone who has this aromatherapy spray in their home to stop using this product immediately and double bag the bottle in clean, clear zip-top bags and place in a small cardboard box to be returned the bagged and boxed product to a Walmart store.
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2021.10.24 10:00 johnrock001 What is Loli

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2021.10.24 10:00 dont-stop_meow Chess but its a catfight

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2021.10.24 10:00 Skulenta Respect Dracula (Dracula [2020 TV Series])

Respect Count Dracula "Killing is healthy competition. Mercy is disrespect." Count Dracula was a Transylvanian warlord that came from a long line of warriors. Unlike his relatives who died in battle, Dracula has lived for five hundred years as the most successful vampire in history. While most vampires are feral and short-lived, Dracula has survived for so long and retained his "humanity" by selecting his victims wisely. A sadistic connoisseur of blood, he desires to travel the New World with the appropriate skills of his victims. However, his trail of bloodshed and suffering is impeded by a sharp-witted and persistent nun.
Hover over a feat to view the episode number it came from.

Physical Attributes Strength
Speed, Agility & Stealth
Feeding Dracula is able to acquire the life force, knowledge, memories and skills from his victims.
Brides & Spawn Dracula can transform his victims into other vampires, but unlike him they are more like zombies: animalistic and decaying. Some of these victims he considers his "brides" regardless of gender and shares a psychic connection with them.
Mental Powers Rules & Weaknesses As it turns out, most of Dracula's weaknesses are simply beliefs he has convinced himself are rules due to his fear of death. Upon realizing this, Dracula finally accepts death.
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2021.10.24 10:00 Mirrelicious Textures keep glitching/flickering

Textures keep glitching/flickering Hello everyone!
For the last month or so I've been having issues with my textures. It started on my hardcore world (see screenshot) but has also spread to other worlds as well (notably my snapshot hardcore world where I never had any mods installed). I had a few mods installed (fabric, voxelmap and optifine with optifabric) which have all been removed but the glitch is still there. I've searched far and wide both on reddit and google for a solution but haven't found anything. It's not game-breaking or anything but the constant flickering hurts my eyes and I can't play as much and they're just noticeable enough to be annoying.
Only 'non-block' textures (all plant textures, rails, etc) seem to be affected and it looks like they're being mirrored (??) in the middle, which is why they glitch out.
Any help is greatly appreciated!
Thank you!
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2021.10.24 10:00 Alboto_the_only After a year of fading, I finally built up the courage to message this elder back.

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2021.10.24 10:00 johnrock001 Sad Anime That Will Make You Cry - Sad Anime Recommendations

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