2021.09.23 05:25 manyunknowns "You need to lead not follow"
2021.09.23 05:25 xlivia7 Blood
I taste the familiar metallic taste of blood in my mouth. I bit my tongue too hard while arguing with you and now I sit here, metal filling all my senses while I try and hear that distant music of yours.
It used to be so loud. Your music. Since our first date, it began, lulling me to sleep, waking me in the morning, playing at my best and worst moments, a sweet and sour symphony begging between harmonies. But it's been fading. And now it's so faint. It takes quiet stillness to hear it.
You used to smell like soft flowers, taste like sweet vanilla, feel like a soft blanket.
Now all that floods my senses is blood. Tangy, metallic, bitter blood. me. Making the music fade.
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2021.09.23 05:25 Lovely_Hues I thought I was over my trauma, but I'm feeling triggered every time my phone vibrates
I previously went to therapy to deal with the trauma of growing up with my dad. He did everything right in the eyes of others, but he used me as his outlet, tried to isolate me from my mom, screamed at me if I shut my door for privacy, bought me things with strings attached that I had to earn them, and blamed me for everything that went wrong in his life. My parents divorced when I was about 10. I'm 30 now. I struggled to talk with my mom about what he put me through because I could see how awful she felt for not seeing it sooner and essentially saving me. She was the person I could go to for everything, except this. In April, 2018 I stood up to him because I had finally reached my breaking point. That was the last time I spoke to him because he hung up on me and texted that he was in too fragile a state to be yelled at and several more texts demanding that I respect him and apologize. I stated my boundary: I'm not ready to talk to you yet. He continued to text. I ignored it. He got other family members to call me. I heard their piece, gave them my side, and continued to state my boundary. He kept texting. Some were saying that he was sorry I felt that he had hurt me and some blaming me for refusing to apologize to him. I blocked him on my phone. He went on Facebook to continue to smear me but also messaged me that he wanted to work things out. I blocked him. He found me on LinkedIn and sent me an invite. I deleted it. He emailed my Yahoo account, threatened and insulted me. I never returned to that site. He found me on my professional advertising webpage and called and emailed me. In the email he talked in 3rd person about how terrible of a daughter he had and insight into what he could do as a wonderful father to forgive her for her transgressions. In the voicemail he cried and begged me to call him. I asked my husband to delete the message.
I was doing EMDR and Schema therapy to help me get through all those moments when his name popped up and sent me into a crying spell. It helped and I was finally able to see his name and not completely lose it.
I don't know what made me vulnerable tonight, but I saw his name on my phone because he had called. I had blocked his number, but it still showed that he had called. I could still see a text from him from 2 years ago where he was acting nice and said "I'm happy for you. Love, dad". It was about 2 weeks after my wedding. I don't understand why it showed that he called. I don't think it let him leave a voicemail since he is blocked. Every time my phone buzzes and I see the screen light up, my heart drops and my chest feels empty. I don't know what to expect but the impact this is having, I think I have to go back to therapy.
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2021.09.23 05:25 mrzar97 Near Death Experience
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2021.09.23 05:25 Felipitox17 Si
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2021.09.23 05:25 Futurebackwards_ZA On a mission from his God – Chief Justice Mogoeng’s message to South Africa: ‘We are bewitched’
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2021.09.23 05:25 scottmcdaniel How should I wire this resistor? Replacement LED side markers…not quite sure how this works. Do I tap into the wires from the light? Or do I need to put the resistor on the car side of the bulb assembly? Thanks!
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2021.09.23 05:25 Fresh_Arm6062 Wuhan Lab Wanted to Genetically Enhance Bat Viruses to Study Human Risks, Documents Show
2021.09.23 05:25 ai_jobs [Hiring] Senior AI Scientist (Remote)
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2021.09.23 05:25 asinv20 Click timing problem
I have a HUGE PROBLEM. I start shooting before aiming at My enemy. Even if My flick it's perfectly locked yo his head. I whiff because i click too early. ALMOST ALWAYS. Should i give myself half a second to properly aim then shooting?
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2021.09.23 05:25 Zender44 Chilling with the Germans
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2021.09.23 05:25 Dparker818 ISO metal flake champion roc3s
2021.09.23 05:25 el_polar_bear The missus and me after my first dose
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2021.09.23 05:25 m2614 How was working at Spirit last year compared to previous years?
2021.09.23 05:25 Alternative_Bison760 advice for separation anxiety
first time posting ever, please forgive me if its not good.
so, my [15f] boyfriend [16f] have been together for 6 months (we’re nevermets if that helps anything). back in august, he started a job!! i’m very very happy for him and i’m happy he’s hit this milestone in his life. i’ve been very supportive of it. but recently, i’ve been faced with this horrible feeling that i cant even describe but i’m pretty sure its separation anxiety. i miss him 25/8 and i’m so so so miserable when he’s gone. i literally dread every weekend because i hate feeling the way that i do.
i talked to my therapist and he suggested i get a job too buuuuuuuuut i tried and absolutely no places accepted me and now i’m at a loss.
is there anything i can do on my own to make this any better?
thank you in advance!!!
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2021.09.23 05:25 lucka93 Transfer Neo from neotracker.io to exchange?
Hi, I would like to transfer neo with neotracker to exchange. Is it possible because of this migration? Should I sent it on regular Neo adress from exchange?
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2021.09.23 05:25 Captain_Controller I'm bored and lonely.
2021.09.23 05:25 FuckOffNazis Inside three days of rage in Melbourne
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2021.09.23 05:25 prawnbiryani 💗☁🍦🌸🧁🤍🦩
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2021.09.23 05:25 AdamGhu I have an upcoming roundtrip that is, believe it or not, 20-25 hours long for each flight. I'm seriously considering paying extra for the business class.. (Qatar Airways).
So I'm a college student, and I'm currently studying in the US.
So to make things short, my sponsorship gives me 1500 dollar allowance once a year for one roundtrip plane ticket to go home on vacation and come back
An economy roundtrip is around 1500-1800 dollars. A roundtrip that is entirely business class (from the US to Doha, Qatar) would cost me an extra 2300-2500 dollars.
Now, I DO have the money saved up to splurge on this but some people are telling me "it's not worth it" to spend that much money for something that only lasts a day.
I take my comfort seriously, but this got me thinking.
So I want to hear what other people who are on a budget (whether they're students or full-time employees) think. Especially those who ended up splurging on something when travelling.
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2021.09.23 05:25 Ok_Distribution_8421 In need of help!
I'm newly 20, and have been starting to notice different things going on with my body that have been making me nervous. I don't know where else to go, or who else to turn to, so I am hoping I can get some help from someone on here. I got my period when I was 12 years old and from 12 to 19, it was always regular. I never really had pain and it always lasted a total of 7 days, until recently. Starting in March, I began to have some spotting for the first time in my life. It lasted two days after just having completed my period for that month a few days prior. Then before my period in April, I had some spotting as well. I got my period the month of April on the 20th and it ended up lasting until May 27th, which definitely had me alarmed. My period went from 7 days to lasting a month and a week. For that month and a week, my period was continuous in the sense that it never stopped and the flow was the same throughout its entirety. I had some abdominal pain and decided to go to the er. I dread going to the er in my town as I have had several encounters with some mean doctors and nurses there. However, the month and a week definitely had me spooked. The doctor that was assigned to me decided that we check my ovaries. I was still on my period that time, so instead of having a transvaginal ultrasound done, an ultrasound on my abdomen was performed at the time. The doctor came to me after receiving my results and stated that my ovaries were okay and that my bleeding was "abnormal", however, they were unsure of the reason why. I was then discharged and sent home. The next month I had a 3 week long period, and then a 2 week long period, and then a 9 day long period. I just got my period yesterday, currently on day two, and yesterday I was in excruciating pain in my stomach and pelvic region and lower back region, probably the worst pain of my life. I had to sit down at a store while I was running errands because I felt as though I was going to pass out. I started to get dizzy and started sweating badly out of nowhere. When I got home I took some medicine, however, that did not derail my pain. I still have severe pain in my stomach/pelvic region and lower back region and I am experiencing what I believe to be my heaviest period. Aside from the bleeding and stomach/pelvic pain and lower back pain, I have been experiencing bouts of severe bloating, constipation, gas, and have felt extremely fatigued recently. Also, I feel kind of embarrassed to note this, however, I have also started to have hair growing on my chest, neck and face, for the last couple of months. I was seen in the hospital that time in May, but since then have not been seen anywhere. My grandma was diagnosed and treated for ovarian cancer twice, so all of this has caused some anxiety for me. For those who have/had ovarian cancer, or those who have also had this fear, I was wondering if anyone knows what all of this could be/if its something worth checking out further. Thank you for listening!!
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2021.09.23 05:25 Soggy-Talk6436 Does anyone know if this one is too heavy?
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2021.09.23 05:25 LemonySnickemz Apparently this is a classy necklace. Okay, Flava Flav.
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2021.09.23 05:25 JP26042006 Facts
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