What's wrong with me? [KINDLY HELP]

2021.09.26 07:39 Throwaway833839 What's wrong with me? [KINDLY HELP]

19M. Want to know what's wrong with my neurology/neuropsychology and am total layman in this field of study.
Since childhood I can't keep a camera/mobile phone sturdy/firm/stable in my hand at all. While clicking photos my arms n hands shiver. The same shivering/vibrating/shaking happens when I sit in a meditative pose to do Wimhof breathing(I literally shake when I have held breath like an earthquake is happening), or when I do certain excercises like plank, leg raises, slow cardio excercises etc., or when I have to hold my hand or leg up in the air like while serving someone a dish etc. I have had a history of mumbling/talking in my sleep ever since childhood, have had a 2yr depression episode when I was 16, have had anxiety, nail biting habit, overthinking, being super upset about my looks' deterioration, shyness- in the past. Have had terrible handwriting despite trying to improve at since ever.
All this terrible control over my body worsened over time since I became a porn-masturbation addict at the age of 12. Since then, - my balance and strength while riding bicycle/motorcycle reduced - my typical body shivering increased. At times my posture worsened and I couldn't hold myself firmly straight with a good posture at times - my game at certain sports which require good motor skills became like an infant - my short term memory and reflexes since past couple of years has become like that of an old man - I contracted spermatorrhea (involuntary semen leakage while urinating, passing stools, sleeping and when penis is erect) in 2018 - I started stuttering 😭😭 and have to now speak at a slow rate to not stumble upon words, while earlier could read at 300wpm now it's 100wpm with poor accuracy - I could dance somewhat but now I dance soo ugly and my body doesn't feel like it can dance or move in elegant way whatsoever
I must point out though, that things have improved this year for a variety of reasons. I improved my looks and health, I got a blood test wherein I was zinc and vitamin D deficient so took meds for that, I am 2 months clean from porn masturbation and I am doing better at career all culminating into better self esteem. As a result I have marginally improved my neurology or whatever is responsible for this ill function of my body. But, I still have a long way to reach normal levels. Please suggest what do I do. And do give an insight into what's exactly wrong?
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